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I'm floating through this first season and I have no idea what I'm doing ; I have no idea what any of this is, i've never been on a film set like this before, I'd been on a film set twice before then, and I'm now on a film set completely naked with all of these people, and I don't know what I'm meant to do, and I don't know what's expected of me, and I don't know what you want, and I don't know what I want. Regardless of there being nudity or not, I would have spent that first season thinking I'm not worthy of requiring anything ; I'm not worthy of needing anything at all.