Something Real and Good2013

Her:
I can't seem stop hiding behind sarcasm and irony and mock sincerity. I hide from real emotions or I hide from talking about them because I'm afraid of the embarrassment or self loathing it could cause. It's just if I'm afraid to take myself seriously and sometimes I hate myself for that. And people are cheesy everyday and they don't care. They gush about rainbows and puppies and they like it. I mean maybe that I know they're being cheesy and they think if it is being deep but maybe they do realize it and they do it anyway because they wanna feel. And I don't care what people will think about that. There are days when I wish I could just be one of them. Smiley and a rainbow.