The Bird Dancer2010

Herself - Gusti Ayu:
Sometimes I think it's better if I just die, jump off a cliff. Sometimes I just give up on life. But when I try to kill myself the people who care about me stop me from doing it... Sometimes I cry alone at home, regretting that my life is like this. But I try to make an effort, to be strong and smile... Very often I can't sleep at night because I keep myself up thinking about my condition. Why am I like this? When do I get to be happy like other normal people?