Star Trek: Deep Space Nine1993

Yedrin Dax:
Because of me, Kira died, and 48 people were stranded here. You don't know what it was like to live with that. For years, Benjamin, every time I looked at you, all I could think about was Jake, and how, because of me, he would never see his father again. Eventually, I had to accept the fact there was nothing I could do to change things; I couldn't bring Kira back. All I could do was look to the future, Benjamin, and make sure that we survived here - no matter what.