Law & Order: Special Victims Unit, Season 6

[Benson has one last interview with Lucas Biggs on death row]

Benson:
Somebody murdered Deacon Brinn. Somebody you knew that you abused him.

Biggs:
I never abused Deacon or any of the boys. I loved them.

Benson:
Your love ruined their lives.

Biggs:
I didn't do anything wrong.

Benson:
Come on, Lucas. You know that's not true.

Biggs:
What'd I do wrong? I was born with these feelings. I don't know why I have them. They were always there. Wasn't exactly like I had a choice.

Benson:
Neither did the 117 boys you molested.

Biggs:
I never hurt them. It never hurt me.

Benson:
You were abused.

Biggs:
[after a moment of pause] My father left when I was a baby. And when I was about 9, this man moved across the street. He was the only one I could talk to. He loved me, he cared for me. And touching me was how he showed it.

Benson:
I'm sorry.

[Biggs starts to break down in tears]

Biggs:
I never meant to hurt the boys!

Benson:
Lucas, Deacon Brinn is dead. And the killer knew what you did to him. Just tell me who you told.

Biggs:
No one!

Benson:
There has to be somebody. In jail. Somebody who knew you back then. Somebody who knew about you and Deacon.

Biggs:
There was a little boy. He used to follow Deacon and Jeffrey around. And Deacon used to look at him the way I looked at boys.

Benson:
What was his name?

Biggs:
Avery. His name was Avery.