Downloading Nancy

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Nancy:
It's like walking on fake ground upside down, choking.

Carol:
Oh, is that what you think love feels like?

Nancy:
No. Death is like sucking pure oxygen.

Carol:
And life?

Nancy:
It's like being trapped inside the wrong house looking for a way out.

Carol:
Well, how do you know you'll be able to breathe once you die?

Nancy:
Because I'll be outside my body. I'll be floating and free.

Carol:
How do you know? How do you know it won't be worse?

Nancy:
I know it will be better than this.

Carol:
You don't know that, Nancy. What if death, as you say, *is* leaving your body, but not your mind? What if you're trapped inside your mind? What then?

Nancy:
Then I'll release it and be free.

Carol:
If you can release there, why not release it here?

Carol:
It is possible that our thoughts create patterns or pathways in our brain and after repeated negative thoughts then those pathways become attached, addicted to those repeated stimulations and those negative thoughts are very very hard to redirect.

Nancy:
It's such a load of crap, you don't know what real pain is.

Carol:
This has nothing to do with you. You are a beautiful woman. You are an intelligent woman.

Nancy:
No.

Carol:
Nancy, you...

Nancy:
No no no, we can't always be what we want to be, what we wish we could be. Get that?