Flywheel2003

Jay Austin:
I know I hurt you terribly last night. I was wrong to do that, and I'm sorry.

Judy Austin:
You're apologizing to me?

Jay Austin:
I am.

Judy Austin:
Is something wrong with you?

Jay Austin:
There is.

Judy Austin:
Jay, are you... are you dying?

Jay Austin:
No. No. What's wrong with me is that I have been living for myself. I have not been the husband I need to be. I have not been the father I need to be. I have not been the spiritual leader I need to be. Today I asked God to forgive me. I have gotten myself in a mess in almost every area of my life, and I can't fix it. I admit that I have not been worthy of honor or respect or the love of my family. But I want to be.

Judy Austin:
Jay...

Jay Austin:
Judy, I'm asking you to pray for me. I need you. I need you terribly. I'm resolving to let Jesus be lord of my life. Everyday.

Judy Austin:
You're serious?

Jay Austin:
I am serious. I will be honest in my business. I will take responsibility as the spiritual leader of my home. I will love you. I will love Todd. And I will love our baby. So help me God, I will.