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Castiel:
Everything isn't your responsibility. Getting me out of Purgatory wasn't your responsibility...

Dean Winchester:
You *didn't* get out. So, whose fault was it?

Castiel:
It's not about fault. It's about will. Dean, do you really not remember?

Dean Winchester:
I lived it, Cas. Kay? I *know* what happened.

Castiel:
No. No, you think you know. You remembered it the way you needed to.

Dean Winchester:
Look, I don't need to feel like Hell for failing you. Okay? For failing you like I failed every other God forsaken thing that I care about! I don't need it!

Castiel:
Dean. Just look at it. *Really* look at it. [He touches Dean's forehead. Dean remembers climbing through the portal and grabbing Cas' hand. But, he now remembers that he didn't let Cas fall but that Cas pulled away] See, it wasn't that I was weak. I was stronger than you. I pulled away. Nothing you could have done would have saved me because I didn't want to be saved.

Dean Winchester:
[In disbelief] What the Hell you talkin' about?

Castiel:
It's where I belonged. I needed to do penance. After the things I did on Earth and in Heaven, I didn't deserve to be out. And I saw that clearly when I was there. I... I planned to stay all along. I just didn't know how to tell you. You can't save everyone, my friend. You try.

Sam Winchester:
[Walking up] Everything okay?

Castiel:
Yes. Just setting a few things straight.