Law & Order: Special Victims Unit, Season 20

Stone:
How did your father act when he wasn't happy with you?

Sam:
He... He called me names.

Stone:
What else?

Sam:
He called me a baby.

Stone:
What else?

Sam:
He called me a fag and a pussy, alright?

Stone:
Like when you couldn't shoot the deer.

Sam:
Yeah, right.

Stone:
He wasn't proud of you.

Sam:
No. He said until further notice, I was a little girl. He called me Samantha. Threw one of Mom's dresses at me, told me to wear it.

Stone:
Did he hit you?

Sam:
No. He said I deserved it, though, but he'd never hit a girl.

Stone:
The moment before you shot your classmates, what was going through your head?

Sam:
[mutters] Be a man.

Stone:
Can you speak up, Sam?

Sam:
Be a man! This voice in my head kept saying, "Do it, be a man, be a man!" [jumps up from the stand, screaming at his father] BE A MAN! I DIDN'T FLINCH, ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?