The Handmaid's Tale, Season 1

Offred:
Beyond the Commander's door is a place where women do not go. Not even Serena Joy. What male totems are kept in there? I guess there may be something he wants from me. To want is to have a weakness. That gives me hope. But I can't stop thinking about the girl in the horror movie who goes down into the basement when the light is out. The girl who thinks her boyfriend with the perfect hair is just playing a sexy prank. "Justin, are you down there?" And then she descends, with a stupid smile, to her bloody end. That girl is a fucking moron.