Homicide: Life on the Street, Season 5

Howard:
Bastards killed him in his own bathroom.

Pembleton:
They murdered him. Beau believed there was a distinction between murder and killing.

Howard:
We don't close this case, it's on me. I should've known it wasn't a suicide. I let the case get cold because I believed the worst of Beau. I believed he was capable of killing himself and ughhh, I hated him for that. For his being weak, selfish, everything I hated about him when we were partners. But with Beau, it was always when hating him the most, that he would turn around and do something incredibly, stupidly, sweet. Just got to hate him all the more... Don't tell anyone I cried.