Homeland2011

Carrie Mathison:
[Saul and Estes question the validity of an asset's intel] It's not lost on me why people don't trust my judgment. Why you didn't even want me here.

Saul Berenson:
Carrie...

Carrie Mathison:
It's not fair, I know, for you to have to be the one to decide.

[Carrie starts to cry]

Carrie Mathison:
It f***ed me up, Saul. Being wrong about Brody, it really... it f***ed me up. Because I have never been so sure... and so wrong. And it's that fact that I still can't get my head around. It makes me unable to trust my own thoughts. Every time I think I see something clearly now... it just disappears.

[Carrie takes a moment to calm down]

Carrie Mathison:
We have a chance to get Abu Nazir.

Saul Berenson:
I know you want to think that. I won't risk American lives on a hunch.

Carrie Mathison:
And I would not ask you to. I recruited her, Saul, right here in this city. And it's been eight years. I know... I know a lot of things can change. But I helped her through an abusive domestic situation. I practically saved her life. And I remember... I remember knowing at the time... that one day... she would be ready to leave here... and when that time came, she would be on my side. Look, the... the way I am now, I wouldn't trust me, either. But the Carrie who recruited her... that one I believe.