South of Nowhere2005

Spencer Carlin:
[recording her first time on camera] He was cute. And I thought I was in love. I mean, aren't you supposed to be if you go all the way? Anyway, his family had horses and they lived on this really cool farm. So we went to the barn, and we were excited because we were both virgins and we knew it was going to be this incredible experience. I mean it had to be, otherwise why would everyone be so obsessed with it, right? Well, it wasn't incredible, not even fun. It was over almost before it began. And I cried. I don't know if I was happy or sad or just relieved. But I cried. I wish I could have a new first time, with someone who I really do love, who gets me. Maybe I will...